Why haven’t I heard of couples talking about having children? Have I missed those conversations? It’s either they’re perfect and planned, or they aren’t. And the couple isn’t together after.
What about me? I can see myself with people. But you’re right bear. I haven’t committed 100%. I’ve been a traveler. Always one foot in and well, waiting to run on the other. Not that I’ve ever loved less than 100%. Just I’ve been … Not all there. Not completely.
I want to have your babies redbeard. And anyone else… I don’t. I can’t see it. My body is… Idk. Genetically?? It wants yours. You make it well. But idk what to do with life. It’s hard. And I’m scared. Ugh.